I think it’s gotten to the point where I’m too tired to go to sleep.
I’m so useless.
God dammit, I went to sleep at 3am. Why am I awake before 8 on a Sunday?!
There’s a difference between knowing you’re loved and knowing you deserve love.
At least I was productive, I guess.
I just got a message from my school telling me to order my cap and gown for graduation.
Omg, it’s actually happening.
Should I get a stole? The Stole of Gratitude? Or maybe the Achievement Stole? Should I get a class ring??! Class rings start at like $400 though…
Also, I apparently made Dean’s list and I’m invited to attend the Honors Convocation. Should I go???
I had to take a heat transfer class a couple of semesters ago. The section with the good professor filled up before I could register, so I had to get the class with a different professor. And let me tell you, it was the worst. The class was absolutely shitty. I passed the class with a B, but I really didn’t learn anything. Most of the class probably passed because of the HUGE curve.
Just recently I joined LinkedIn to try to expand my post-graduation job search. I don’t really have much on my profile, and I only have like four connections, all people I felt comfortable enough to add right away.
Well, this morning, I got a notification saying my heat transfer professor wanted to add me on LinkedIn. And I’m torn because he was a really crappy teacher, but at the same time, this is a professional connection. Still awkward, though.
I guess I should add him. Maybe add some of my other professors, too. The ones who I do like and feel comfortable enough with.
It’s 6am and I should really go back to sleep, but I can’t shake off this I’m-a-shitty-person feeling that I woke up with.
However, I did manage to find a blog called spacebeards and it’s literally pictures of dudes with space shopped into their beards and it’s weird but also hella great.